Existence

Hi. I am currently filled with anger and rage. Yes. I am furious. I can feel my blood rushing down my spine, head, throat, uh, everywhere. I am raging inside out, if that's even a right term.

You see, people are so fucked up. You know, those people you meet in high school (frankly speaking, I still meet them too, and I am doing my Master's), who think so highly of themselves. Who think that they're always right, who think that everyone else is trash but them. Who are so stucked up to admit that they're wrong. Who belittle everyone else for being compassionate, for being human. Who thinks that they could walk on water and inhuman. Who are basically shit. If you're reading this and you think that this is all about you, well, it fucking is, you are trash.

We are all just a dot in this fucking messed up universe. I don't mean anything, I'm just a dot, one insignificant particle, scattered in this huge pile of mess. I don't matter. I am painfully aware that even if I am gone, or even if I walk away from someone else's life, things wouldn't change much. I am aware of that fact and possibility.

The thing is, there are some dickheads who think that it is okay to point that out. To point out that they can live alone and they can live without anyone else's presence. It is acceptable for them to point out, literally that everyone else does not matter.

I am probably left behind in term of how this self-claimed modern people think but what matters the most is to make everyone else who surrounds us feel that they're wanted. Our life  would mean something if we can make other people feel like they're needed and wanted. Even if I don't care whether they're around, I have to make them feel wanted. I have to make them feel like their existence means something in this world, at least for one person. Isn't it pretty if we all just do that instead of being so arrogant and, again, belittling everyone else's presence? Our life would mean something if we can do good to other people. Make the most out of your time in this world making other people happy, pleasing them, making them feel like they matter.

Rage is done.

Thank you.