I was on my way with a friend, couple minutes ago. We planned to hang out and spend our Saturday together, well, with no shame I dare to say that I asked this person personally to come and be a company for me while doing my assignments. He has done the same thing couple times so I thought to myself, why not asking him the same thing? So, off we went looking for a place to sit and do my shitty assignments. Long story short, he had better thing to do, and asked me politely to wait for him for few hours because he really needed to go.
Well, I'm fine with this stuff, other girls will probably whine about this, how a guy doesn't appreciate their existence, and how they can't treat them like a princess by asking them to wait while he's doing his thing. Honestly, I am fine with this. People have their own priority and I do too. If the situation was reversed, I would have done the same thing: left him alone and off doing something I thought was more important.
What I despite the most about this situation is how my schedule is ruined. I am so uptight when it comes to schedule, I even hate myself for this. Once I plan something, I do it meticulously, hour to hour, minutes per minutes, people involved and all that kind of shit. Once it gets ruined, I will definitely be stoned, confused, angry, well bottom line is I will be screwed once my plan gets fucked up. I do not know if I should put this on my strength list or the opposite. I am super organised, it sometimes kills me and of course, it annoys people around me. I am not fun, if fun refers to being spontaneous.
I have always been taught to take time seriously. Being raised in a military family would probably give you this as a trait. I have always been told that you can't take back time, just like you can't take back words that you have been said, therefore you have to spend it carefully and wisely so that minutes per minutes you spend wouldn't be a waste. I take time seriously. I take every minute I spend gracefully and I want to mean something. Don't get me wrong, I often spend time contemplating life, which superficially sounds bullshit, well what sounds more bullshit than being in your own thoughts and rethinking about your life, every decisions that you make and some sad philosophy shit like that.
Time is important. You can not go back. You can not draw back the time you have spent. Time is precious. Use it well. It doesn't mean you shouldn't sit down and slow down. What I'm trying to say is, use it well. If you want to spend 3 hours watching netflix and chill, you can do it, but do it well. Enjoy every second of every minute the way you want it to be. Life is too short to spend it by doing things you think would waste your time.
